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Umitagari (English Cover)

JubyPhonic English

From far awayAt you, I gazeThen intertwineAnd make you mine?Hidden beneathBecoming meekNotice me, findNotice you're blind
No I can't get enough, feel all the stress and the pain building upAh, like a thorn in my sideAnd every single day, this wretched life only gets in my way(Need to flaunt the wounds collecting over time!)
Done with putting bandaids on bullet wounds that bleedThey don't stop my aching, impulses that'll a-lways screamDragging me to hell, won't admit it as I fallIf I close my eyes, I don't have to see the future at all…
Love at first sightIn every rightYou fill my headFeeling that spreadBefore, you seeI was too weak'Sorry' I weptYet
The hands around my neck, choking me softly, I'd never expectLovely memories turning to painWhat goes up crashes down, a promise bro–ke and fell to the ground(Wait, the fear is here, it's all too much to take!)
Laughing, we're together and walking down the streetTomorrow is a fantasy, cherishing that per-fect dreamYou and me, a storm raging, til we call a drawStretching as we run from the real ending, run from it all
When will it come?The day I rise above, the struggle, the never ending pain that I feelWhen will I win?This battle over "LOVE" and all of the fiction that it's writes onto me
Trusting in a bandaid, is diffcult for meWhat about a loose rail, swaying as it sha-kes beneathBut the thoughts that i-ntrude are gnawing at my fleshFound the thread of hope, and its hanging from my neck
I can't feel my head, it is burning from inside?Lemme melt away, in the thoughts that dance a-round your mindBarely walking straight, as I stumble home tonightYou were very kind to me, I'm oh so overjoyed I could die!
So overjoyed I could die
Something we madeA silly gameA memoryHidden beneathWondering moreWhy were they born?Well so you see…
What the song means

A dark exploration of obsessive love and emotional suffering. The narrator describes an intense, unhealthy attachment where romantic idealization clashes with painful reality. Using metaphors like bandaids and thorns, the song questions whether love is genuine or destructive fiction, with undertones of despair and self-harm.

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wretched — miserable, despicable

describes a life filled with suffering and regret

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